I am a mess

I've made a huge mess

I can't control myself



I kill the rhyme again

I'm coming sick and on time again

Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within

It's chemical unbalanced on the triple beam, what?

Fuck what you heard it's about what I seen

I seen it happen back hand brand to face smackin

Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened

The doctors say he got the brain of a murderer

This rugged style steals your brain



My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass

It's not receding and my body's going numb

A bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high

He don't know what he's doing he just keep getting by

Thrown away

I want to be thrown away



He's born sick nothing in his hands but his dick

He couldn't handle pressure he couldn't handle shit

For the life he was leading led him down the wrong path

Where guns blast don't give a shit about the gods wrath

Don't want to talk to the counselor Doctor

To tell'em what real to tell'em what's proper

The situations unclear like gray and I know it gets worse everyday



My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass

t's not receding and my body's going numb

A bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high

He don't know what he's doing he just keep getting by way

Thrown away

I want to be thrown away



I am a mess I've made a huge mess I can't control myself

I'm losing it I've lost it I've spilt all my marbles

(AAAAAHHHHH!)

cause I see you inside of me sometimes I want to be thrown away

cause I see you inside of me sometimes I want to be thrown away

a hyper spaz and that is me sometimes I want to be thrown away

Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away!

Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away!

Voices in my head, voices in my head

Don't tell me to do it cause I will, NOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Don't tell me to do it cause I will, NOOOOOOOOOOOO!

They're screaming!They're screaming!